Feeling guilty because I don’t want a natural birth 😔

I’m 33 weeks pregnant with my first and even before I got pregnant, I never imagined myself having a natural birth. I have a low pain tolerance to the point that I need a numbing shot AND nitrous oxide when I get a cavity filled. I used to not even want kids because I didn’t think I would be able to handle the pain. Almost every woman that I’ve talked to recently, says that they have given birth naturally or plan on doing so. No one has made me feel bad for my decision but I can’t help but to feel like I’m not a good Mom 😔