Ex bestie

India

So I had this best friend we’ll call her ally (that’s not her real name) but me and ally got into an explosive argument over me asking if she was ok when she asked for space. She said things that I’ve never heard her same before, she called me a hoe and said I hoe around with guys because I don’t get enough attention at home, and a lot more things that I’d like to keep private. But anyways we talked it out and we were ok and then she texted me again about lying to her, about something that I would never lie about. And we seen eachother at sewing class and we talked a little bit but every time I’d just wait around for a text of her blowing up of me. But idk she’s posted videos of her throwing the things i got her in a box and flipping it off (and I made her a quilt, a notebook that took 6 months to make, ya get the point really sentimental stuff) and now I look at her VSCO, insta, tiktok and stuff every so often cause I get curious, and it just feels like she’s doing completely fine and I’m still trying to move on after 2 months. Idk drop your advice below- just keep in mind that we were best friends for almost a year and a half and we hung out almost every day to do school together (cause we were homeschooled for awhile) and she was probably the best friend ive ever had. I mean ive basically saved her life multiple times and she just throws all of it away and I can’t let it go. So any advice is helpful please