I have been waiting for a week and a half to pass my baby. I had an incomplete miscarriage after a week of knowing I was pregnant. I started bleeding lightly and went to the ER and they couldn’t find a heartbeat.. today at 5 AM I was woken up out of my sleep with a disturbing dream I can’t recall and a pain in my stomach I can’t describe. This pain worsened until about twenty minutes ago. My stomach and my pack and I just laid on the couch and cried. I felt like I had to push and I did. I pushed out my little baby. Perfectly in the embryonic sac. I was looking closer and seen little tiny alien limbs. My body feels relief and my heart is broken. As messed up as it sounds I’m angry and upset that my baby is no longer in my womb. It’s definitely emotional denial but when they told me it hadn’t been real yet. Crying with my fiancé every night didn’t make it real. And today it’s real.

My baby is gone.