afraid???

okay so this post is definitely different than what you’d usually come across on this app but i know there’s people on here that give good advice and i definitely need some. so basically, every usual teenage kid smokes, drinks, has sex, etc. i’ve been friends with these 2 girls since 6th grade and i’m in 11th now. me and then never got into smoking and all of the stuff i mentioned above. basically, i’ve never been interested in that stuff. i met some new friends who asked if i would want to try their juul and i said no. it’s like, i’m also afraid of doing it because i don’t want to feel ashamed of myself. (because it’s illegal for me and it’s bad for my body). i know i’m making the right choices by not doing it, i just don’t understand how i’m so afraid of it. im the same way with sex, and alcohol. and recently after a breakup in march, now i’m afraid to date again. anyone got any similar situations? it’s just so weird how i feel like i’m the only one afraid of that stuff. thanks for reading 🤣