Unfortunately not my time!!

Unfortunately another chemical. I will gove a brake to myself, I talked to my husband and I wont put pressure on trying until January, I won't be doing opk tests and getting paranoid, if it happens between now and January (we won't avoid either) it will be a blessing but if it doesn't its okay, I just need a break to myself. This same month 2 years ago is when I had a miscarriage, I was 7 weeks pregnant, and lost the baby a week before my doctors appointment. My time will come, I think it's just not yet!! I will keep up with you girls and I will still be here! Good luck to all my ladies that are expecting, the ones that will be trying next month, good luck!! You girls were the best support I could have! ❤🙏🌈 my rainbow will come!!