Going F#×% crazy

So I am 22 weeks pregnant. This is my second child. I have a daughter who is almost 20 months. And I'm going to fucking lose it. I have not been able to find clothes. I am a big girl besides but my weight shifts ALOT when pregnant. I can't fit into anything. I'm not into buying maternity clothes that are 30 bucks a pop and only last 5 months. My other shit doesn't fit. I have no idea what will fit when I'm not pregnant. Its been so damn hot that going anywhere requires shorts and I have a single pair. I'm going crazy. I'm so tired of putting money into a wordrobe full of shit that falls apart after 2 washes or cost $70 for a pair of jeans. And the whole world has decided that if your "fat" like I apparently am, that you get to wear black, grey, and blue fucking moomoos everyday. And lets not even get into the bra situation. If I see one more "plus size" bra advertised with some girl who is an obvious medium on a bad day I'm going to scream. I literally want to set my closet on fire!!!!

And just as a side note... I am 5'9" a size 16/18 pants and a 40 G bra.