I loved you guys, I gave you everything I had. Then I was forced to leave. You all promised to keep in touch, you all promised to keep me close. I haven’t seen any of you in months. I’m at my new school knowing no one and being too afraid to reach out, I lost you guys, my backbone. Now I’m lost and broken. What do I do without you?

And to my best friend, who promised to never leave my side no matter what happened. Now you ignore my texts and calls, you refuse my offers to meet up and yet I see you hanging out with others nearly every day. Countless nights I’ve cried because I miss you, I miss us. I miss having you.

I miss you all. I’m lonely here and have no one to cry to. I’m embarrassed and scared. I hope you’re all happy at school. I miss you.