Pregnant after miscarriage

Ok ladies So I took a text today my period isn’t due for 2 days but something just told me to take a test so I did and it’s positive right away it was positive and I am freaking out I had my last miscarriage in February but two in 2018 and I am just so scared I want to be excited but I just don’t know how... I’m not a very superstitious person so I usually tell my mom and close family but this time I told my husband I’m not saying anything tell the day I’m due. So can you let me know some ways you all have gotten past this scary time?

Thanks 🙏