Constant Prayer

Every new pregnancy symptom makes me rejoice. With every sore nipple and wave of nausea I feel more assured my baby is growing. More hope that this will be my beautiful rainbow after several storms. I don’t think I’ve stopped worrying or praying. Yes, worrying won’t do anything, it can hurt your baby, blah blah. I’m a mother; I’m going to be worried for the rest of my life. I’m just missing a baby. But THIS time, I am going to claim that in 7.5 short months I will be holding my daughter or son, knowing that it has all been worth it and I will continue to obsess over my child.