So sad and hurtful

So I got my period this week and I am so devastated because I thought this was it. On clomid and opks sex everyday etc. you name it I did it. But my husband smokes cigarettes and a lot. So due to me getting my period, I became very upset since I am here doing everything by the book and he is still smoking his sperm away ☹️ and I called him out on it. Even sent him info on how and why cigarettes play a big big role on ttc

And I was called disgustingly selfish. Hurtful huh?!