Help me ladies, wishing for my šŸŒˆ at 36

Cheryl ā€¢ I am the mother to a beautiful angel baby named Scarlett Luna.... she's my hero, she saved my life. Scarlett luna 10-2-18.

So I think this is a negative .... can someone help me pls. I lost my daughter Scarlett Luna she was born at 24 weeks last October and we have been trying. With her birthday coming up I am extra on edge about getting pregnant. I want my rainbow so bad. šŸŒˆšŸ˜¢ pic of the test and other pic is what happened after. It's like a slimy something or other. Idk what it is. Help me ladies.