Help please


Hi all I have had a medical termination on last May month. It was due to severe fetal hydrops necause of trisomy 21. I was supposed to be due in october. Life has been so hard with many other things affecting me mentally. Not just the pregnancy , my health, fathers health etc.

We just tried this month to conceive and I have got a bfp yesterday CD 29. And today is CD 30.

I find my test of today seems to be lighter than yesterday's. Goin to the GP today. Am I really pregnant.? I know I am still I am so nervous and the line seems to be lighter than yesterday

Is it all in my mind.

If I am pregnant I must be like 4 weeks maximujm or even lesser. I'm so anxious since its too early to be happy.

If this post doesn't belong to this group pls remove.

Baby dust to all who are TTC.