Approach 34 years old...

As I write this post, I’m in tears. My husband and I have been trying to conceive since November of last year (yes I know not long consider to how long others have been trying-please don’t bash me😩)...we had a miscarriage in February and a chemical in April and we are still on the journey of TTC. As I approach my 34th bday I’m hurt. I don’t want to lose faith and we are praying constantly, my husband keeps saying it will happen when we least expect but as the 12 month mark of ttc is coming up i instantly start crying, asking myself what’s wrong with me. I’ve tried opk, bbt, supplements, legs up, preseed, change of diet and lifestyle. My OB isn’t even worried at the slightest bit, she told me to relax and not stress. My faith in the Lord is still strong even after seeing negative after negative test pregnancy test I keep praying...maybe I’m just having a moment I don’t know...but the tears just keep coming every time I see a baby or hear another pregnancy announcement from my friends or colleagues of course I’m happy for them because I don’t know their personal journey to pregnancy.

Next week during my menstrual cycle I’m going to have some lab work done. Praying to get some answers.