PPD/PPA has it done this to you?

I was recently diagnosed with severe PPD and PPA. I just got on medication and tonight we were watching Annabel..

Well the baby's cry was physically hurting my heart. For those of you who have seen the movie, you know what she does to the doll/baby.

In that moment I completely lost it. I mean full blown panic I ran upstairs and checked my baby. My husband turned the movie off and helped me calm down but for whatever reason I'm still fucked up. Like i know it's a movie, it shouldn't bother me but i cant stop thinking about it and its definitely messing with me.

I'm so distraught. Has PPD or PPA done this to you? Am I just being a cry baby? Is what I'm feeling something other than PPD or PPA?

I know this isnt a place to diagnose anything so I'm only asking if someone else had this. I'll definitely be bringing it up to my doctor because this was totally out of the ordinary. I had no problem like this before in my whole life so this is so different to me.

Thanks for any insight 🥺