We travel to Florida tomorrow from the UK, and I know my body isn’t awful but with my daughter I had very large perky boobs and all the pregnancy weight went straight to my bum so I felt so empowered in my new womanly body, whilst I still have lovely perky boobs I seem to be missing size and my whole body has been drained of its shape and I don’t feel womanly at all I’m really struggling to feel confident and pretty with this bump and I worry about wearing a bikini when all the other women will be so fit and desirable and I just don’t feel it and I worry it’ll ruin my mood for the holiday as I feel I’ll be so self conscious the entire time!!

I’m so excited for my son to be here and I’m grateful to have him inside me growing everyday but I just hoped I’d feel and look as good as I did with my daughter