Struggling and at a loss

Kim

I’m still waiting to get surgery to look into my tubes. 8 months and counting. I was getting frustrated because we’ve been trying since 2017 so I went to a naturopath. She wants me to take hormonal tests but has noted my FSH levels are super high (17 when the norm is 10). I keep getting this gut feeling I won’t ever become pregnant. It feels as if I’m grasping at straws. I’m all over the place with my cycles being 21-24 days with an LH cycle of 10 days max. Everywhere on the net it says that’s abnormal. Has anyone been in this situation before and was able to make it through?