Distraught

9 weeks on the dot today. Due April 4th. I was told I couldn't have kids cause of malnourishment since I was 9. Doctor claiming that now that my body is getting better as an adult (22) it's began "working" as it should. So I'm pregnant with a baby that I never, ever, EVER planned to have. Even way in the future. And yes I still tried to prevent the pregnancy even under the assumption it couldn't happen and yet here we are. I have no negative feelings towards the baby itself, it's just a child of course, didn't ask for me to be their mom. But there has not been a single positive feeling about the situation that I've had since I found out 2 weeks ago. I'm constantly frustrated and anxious and sick. Anyone else been in or currently in the same boat?