I’m scared.

I think I’m pregnant again.

I had my miscarriage in july. We weren’t trying the first time but fell in love with the idea of being parents instantly. It’s 7 days before my period today. Last time I was pregnant I knew 9 days before but didn’t get a positive test until 4 days before my period started. And it’s the same this time. I got nauseous riding in the car last night. Two days ago my partner told me my nipples looked darker and asked if I was feeling okay. I usually have a strong stomach but today everything I smell makes me nauseous. I’m scared. I’m so scared. I got really depressed after my miscarriage. I’ve been doing everything I can think of to keep my mind off of it. I was just now starting to feel better. I decided that I wanted to wait until next year before we actually start to try. I’m scared to go through another miscarriage. I felt like my body failed me. And now here I am crying because I think I’m pregnant again. I’m should be excited but I’m terrified.