Boys :(

okay so not that long ago i wrote a post about whether i was too young to be dating this guy i liked for at least over a year (i’m 13), well deep down i knew we were never going to work but there was still that part of me that liked talking to him every night and i knew i could tell him everything but last night he text me saying that we just wouldn’t work but we could still be friends. as he text me this i just started crying but i told him everything was fine because i really agreed with him but just to hear him say it broke me apart. But I had so many opportunities to end things with him because he made a d*ck move but i didn’t want to because i thought about his feelings and it would still be a loss for me, i feel like he played me because every time he did something that upset me i forgave him and forgot about it but he basically just led me on, so he could end it himself, and if i’m being honest he asked to stay friends well i don’t really want to be, he’s on the opposite side of the school to me so i never see him anymore. i want to not care but it’s easier said than done because i’m just so embarrassed