Alone

I feel like I’ve done everything alone in this pregnancy while he just played on his phone, smoked and slept. Everytime he gets home from work that’s his routine while I go around the house getting things ready. From baby proofing the new house for our one child who loves getting into things, building the crib, building the baby dresser, arranging the nursery, planning the baby shower, all the house chores still, etc. I was working up until mid July when I was told to stop because it was no longer healthy since I kept passing out. I feel just completely alone even raising our first child now because he just never helps. Never puts her to bed, washes her in the tub, reads bedtime books, nothing. It’s like being a single parent but the dad lives in house still. It’s frustrating and I have said time and time again I’m tired and need help, I have 3 weeks left and things are getting harder to do so it is just all starting to wear on me.