First Month Since EMC

I was ready almost right away to start TTC again. I just had to wait until I stopped bleeding and testing positive.

Well I ended up bleeding for 3 weeks and testing positive for a month and a half. My FD told me to wait until my period.

I was bummed but I waited. With my period done and over with it is time to try again. And now I am terrified.

I am so anxious and SUPER depressed because I would be going into my second trimester this week but instead I am back to tracking ovulation.

I don't get what happened all of the sudden. I was ready. I was excited to try again. Now I'm just filled with dread and doubt.