I never cared that my husband watched porn. I didn’t think it was a big deal.

Till I found out he’s been actually messaging girls on pornhub asking them to send him videos of themselves doing things. And idk what else was said. He smashed his laptop so I guess I’ll never know.

It was the last straw; but he packed his stuff and left. ( there’s a lot he’s done that I’ve let slide, but this is the worst of it, I’ve tried being there for him, but I can only take so much)

I’m hurt. I’m hurt for my son. I’m hurt I’m gonna have to share my son with him. I enjoy being with my son. The thought of going a day without my son kills me. My mind is just all over the place. I hate that I found this two days after my sons first birthday. I’m a mess.

I just wanna stop crying. But I know I have to put on a brave face and just be strong for my little boy.