I’m going to call this thing, this pathetic excuse of a man, POS (for piece of shit)

Two days ago I was at a friend’s birthday party for her son’s 1st. My friend calls me and tells me that POS is posting some sketch shit on Facebook talking about how he’s gonna kill himself. He posts a video of him loading and cocking a gun before the video cuts off, the he makes a post of him saying flat out “I’m gonna kill myself fuck all of y’all.” He tells me that POS’s gf just broke up with him and that he got evicted from his apartment and he’s lost both of his dogs to his gf and his family.

Now, I will take the time to say he’s threatened suicide before. He used it to keep his ex and make her stay (I didn’t know this until later but he would just say it in passing a lot whenever shit went wrong for him). But something about this made it seem more serious. POS told my friend over the phone that he was going to the junkyard to crush his car because he didn’t want anyone else driving it after he’s gone, and he fucking loved that car.

So we got a threat and we’ve got motive. I’m thinking there’s a strong possibility he means it this time.

I tell my friend to try to get a hold of POS again and try to get a location out of him. After trying we find his phones off or he’s just rejecting calls. Either way we can’t get a hold of him. We try his ex she tells us to try his work so I leave my friends thing to go pick up the one who called me and try to find POS. We get there they don’t know they call up the wrong person they don’t seem to know who we’re talking about so he’s not there. We try calling him he won’t answer the phone try messaging but he won’t read jack shit, he just moved so we don’t know where he lives and his ex doesn’t want to deal with it because it was too much of a strain on her but she’s worried too. At this point I’m thinking we should get the police involved, it’s been about 1.5-2 hours no word. we give him a bit more time to answer but he continues not to so we call, and give them the information. They say they’ll call us back when they find something.

So we wait

And wait

My friend’s s freaking tf out because he’s so worried and I dunno what to say because I can’t tell if he’s being fr.

About an hour later my friends phone goes off, and it’s a message from…POS…saying and I quote “thanks for getting me fired from my job. They said it was a sick joke. Leave me the fuck alone.” We’re like “dude what is going on where are you??” And all we get is “leave me the fuck alone” followed by a block on everything.

I can’t, I can’t even begin to tell you how angry I am. You sit here and fucking threaten suicide, you won’t answer the phone, complain about how nobody gives a damn about you and when we-the people who actually give a shit about you-are just trying to make sure you’re gonna be okay you block us on everything and tell us to fuck off because you blame us for the consequences of YOUR actions. Why does your job matter if you were about to kill your self? What the hell are we supposed to do huh? You were our friend and we believed you like you wanted. My friend let you live with him when you otherwise woulda been homeless you know that? We took care of your fucking dog when you wouldn’t. All you had to do was say something once and no one would’ve called the authorities but you left us no god damn choice. That shit ain’t a joke both me and my friend have been on the other side and it’s a miserable unpleasant thing for everyone. It brought up unpleasant memories for the both of us and you just act like it’s some sort of bullshit game. You threaten to kill yourself strictly for attention and want none of the fire that comes with it you fucking asshole. You fucking piece of feces. I hope beyond hope that you continue to live miserably until you finally figure out what a fucking toxic shit stain you are. I want you to fucking sulk and mope begging for death but your god won’t fucking let you because you just don’t fucking get it yet. I want you to suffer the way you’ve made everyone you’ve ever fucked over suffer. I don’t wish happiness for you until you change your disgusting ways, until you start to strive for change, only then will things get better for you. I can’t believe creatures like you exist in this world.

Go fuck yourself