Wearing thin

Feeling so depressed and discouraged tonight. Baby has cried all night and won’t let me lay down and sleep. Husband is sleeping soundly next to me while I’m laying in bed bawling my eyes out. I do everything by myself while he’s at work all day, he holds him for a little while when he gets home, and then I have to be up with him all night while he gets to sleep. He isn’t even 3 weeks old yet and I’m already worn so thin. What hurts me most is that he knows how much I’m struggling, but makes no effort to lighten my load or give me a break. I love my son so much, but sometimes I just want someone else to take him so I can just have my own time.