Going back to work feels

I was always the person who said I wouldn’t want to be a stay at home mom. I have nothing against it and know some women love it but I love my job (I’m an educational coordinator at a child care center) and swore up and down I would go crazy staying home and not working... but

I don’t want to go back. Since staying home with my son I just want to hang out with him all day everyday. We have such a good time and I can’t imagine not having him with me everyday. Unfortunately staying home is not an option for our family and I have to come to terms that Hunter will be heading to school (luckily at the same center I work at so I can visit him all the time!) and I have to remember that I’m very privileged and lucky to be able to have my son so close to me everyday. The emotions are still very real though!

So love to the moms who reluctantly have to work, or who happily return to a job ❤️ it’s tough Leaving our babies and I’m sending all the good vibes to all of you!