Dear boyfriend

I have tried. I've loved you the best way I know how. We talked about marriage and kids and being a family and yet here I am 18 weeks pregnant and I'm alone. I forgave you for talking to other girls. I wanted so badly to make this work. But I cant take you ignoring me anymore. Every time you do I cant help but think that it's because you're busy talking to another woman. You made me think that you wanted this baby as much as I did. I told you about my miscarriages and my ectopic pregnancy and you told me that we would try as long as we had to to have a healthy baby. I trusted you with my heart, my body and my soul. Now all I do is cry because I feel like I'm dealing with this pregnancy alone. What you've been doing isn't fair to me. But I'm going to say thank you anyway because if it wasnt for you I wouldnt be pregnant with the baby that I've always dreamed of. I just cant do this with you anymore. Bye