I had an ivf consultation

And im just not feeling like I want to do it. $20,000 for one round that might only give me 1-3 embryos is hard to digest. You ladies are all so strong. Im so tired of ttc and almost just want to get on with my life and hope a miracle happens naturally. Im checking out another clinics price but im not certain 1 round would be enough at 39 and I really don't want to do more than that. The cost will be completely out of pocket. Just sad and lost.