How broken am I?

If I went to my obgyn today and asked for help with my severe depression and anxiety would I be considered broken, as I have two other children who need me on my best and I'm at my worst. I need the help but I'm also pregnant and want it to be safe for me and my unborn.

Update: called my Dr today they prescribed a safe medicine for pregnancy and asked me to give it 2-4 weeks before noticing a difference as long as I have no naseua, vomiting, or headach with it. Please pray for me as I begin the medicine