35weeks

I feel So blessed that I m pregnant with baby#2 , and except that I feel tired all the time , everything else it s easy so far but I feel so guilty that I m the only one I think that I m not waiting for giving birth , I read everyday all the stories , birth and october baby and I feel I m the only one that is this way😥😥😥😥everybody it s so exited and ready to go and I m the only one who is happy baby it s still inside nice and safe ....how can I get ready mentally??????specially after my first natural birth which was lasting 3days in pain till I got to meet my baby girl .