So my fiancé and I have been going thru so much recently. First of I must say when I was pregnant with our daughter maybe 6 months I found out he was meeting up with escorts since I was a stay at home mom. I trusted him until I saw his text setting himself for times to meet up. That really hurt me and he promised he would never he never really openly admitted it but I told him I had to now know where he was at all times. Now we recently had an argument because he treats me very bad sometimes but we have 3 kids and I try so hard to make this relationship work. He seems like he loves me he even asked me to set up counseling. But Wednesday we had that argument and he got me mad I locked him in the balcony for like 10 min he was furious and he ended up jumping off the balcony and took off he has not been back for 3 days I know he goes to work cause he is a business owner and his secretary mention he has been working but that night he blocked me and stopped sharing his location. I’m going crazy I do love him at times I want to move on. I depend on him 100% financially. I try to focus on my kids but I’m going thru a very hard time I seem to be gone. At nights I can’t sleep I get anxiety. Idk when he will be back and if he will I mean the apartment is under his name I’m thinking he will. It breaks my heart to think he is meeting with other women while I’m here suffering. I don’t know what to do. I’m so heartbroken 😭