Hello ladies...

So I met this boy freshman year of high school at lunch and I immediately knew I liked him. I later found him on Instagram and found out he had a girlfriend so I back away a little. We eventually found each other on Snapchat and talked on there. We talked. He still had a girlfriend. He would touch my thigh under the table and stuff. And him and his girlfriend broke up and then he was really all over me. And eventually they got back together and he backed off again. And talked to me again while they were dating and then they broke up. And this happened a few times. I’m not a junior and he’s a senior. His EX girlfriend graduated this past year. And now we’ve been talking since a little before school started. He talks to me in school this time, he drives me home, and my brother sometimes too. He’s taking me to homecoming this week. Today this girl texted me and said “are you and ___ talking still?” And I got scared and I said yea why. And she said “well I asked him to buy me pods and I said I would kiss him on the cheek if he did. And he said tempting” and I texted him about it and he said he wasn’t serious and I said “well someone has a crush on you” and he said “I don’t care if anyone has a crush on me unless it’s you” And I’m literally crying right now due to the fact that I like him so much.

Am I stupid for this? Should I even try? Am I wasting my time?