Today is the devil of all day !!

32 weeks pregnant today yippppiieeee right ?

Not for me! Two of my children have be diagnosed with influenza A on top of being worried about getting I feel so guilty making them stay in their bedroom. I feel like a terrible parent.

My SIL is coming down next week and I’ve just advised her about the diagnosis because she has a 7 week old. I knew she’d be upset as not all my kids have met there new cousin yet.

But she is just over bearing with her why does this always happen. “ I’m just upset because they haven’t fucking met her yet”

I did tell her that I would get them re tested Wednesday and they could be ok. Obviously I understand the risk and feel best she stay away! However she likes to make me feel guilty and I’m pretty sure she will call my husband and have a bitch about me like she has in the past!!

On top of all of this I have gestational diabetes and today had abnormal blood results.

Bad liver function, low iron and my inflammation is up!

So my anxiety is now through the roof with sick kids and my results!

To top it off I’ve been getting period cramps just above my cervics I think it’s Braxton hicks but i been having them since last night