#3 coming

We just had our second in the middle of August and this past year I’ve wanted nothing more than another baby but hubby just wasn’t having it he has said he is done and doesn’t want anymore so I gave up about 2 months ago I was over for trying for another plus I wasn’t sure if and when I could with breastfeeding and taking BC pill my periods were twice a month for 5-7 days. Yesterday I just found I’m pregnant with #3. Completely shocked! I was done with trying I’ve just started trying to get back into shape. Now I don’t know how I feel I’m completely just blank. I hinted today about having another later and he was still adamant about no I’m not having any more. I don’t know if I’m more worried about his reaction or mine when it hits me I am. Honestly I’m just scared about it all I jumped ahead of myself thinking I wanted 3 and now that

It’s here I’m terrified and not sure how to do this with 3 kids and 😭 2 being so close in age