Nervous/discouraged

So this is my third cycle of fermera and she ups my pills. But I didn’t have sec on the predicted ovulation day not my plan just extremely tired lately. But that was the 11th. We had it the day before an after. I don’t have any symptoms except a lot of discharge not extreme amount but more Than normal an light cramping but that happened last month so I’m not like getting my hopes up I’ve pushed my blood test off cuz my test at home come back negative. Idk an kind words or someone to talk to would be great 😭