Why is it that everyone else has made progress so far and I haven’t? All of my friends who recently had babies for the first time, have all had their babies early with no complications. Here I am at 39 weeks exactly and NO PROGRESS.

I’m tired of nosy ass coworkers asking me if I’m dilating yet... stay out of my coochie ! And everyone around me are asking “well have you tried this.... or that?...” YES I have literally tried everything ! Nothing is working . No dilation, I haven’t dropped. My cervix is still high & closed and I haven’t even lost my mucus plug yet 😪. All the pressure I have down low, I would think that she has dropped . But nope . She hasn’t .

I really hope I don’t have to have a c-section. I’m terrified. What if I go to get induced, and my body doesn’t cooperate? 😭 I have 8 days until my due date, An appointment tomorrow, and honestly I don’t even want to know if I’m starting to dilate. I just want to be hidden away from everyone asking me questions constantly, and I want to cry. I wanna cry so much. I’m so over it at this point.