Ftm keep getting clogged ductsi

I’m having a hard time accepting that I should most likely switch to formula because of how often I’m getting clogged up...I’m 95% exclusive pumper but occasionally if I’m not in agonizing pain she’ll drink from me for a few minutes I’m doing everything right but my right breast which is the larger breast keeps getting backed up no matter what I do...I know formula is great but it’s more of the mom guilt that I can’t get over...how do you moms do this or transition through this process...everything is just wearing me down 😞😞😞😞

It’s to the point that I’ve been pumping out stringy milk clots the past 2 days