Debilitating Jealousy

Ladies. How do you deal with tour overwhelming jealousy? If you have that like me lol. My husband and I tried for 3 years to finally get pregnant only for it to end in loss. Now nearly a year later and no pregnancy in sight I am eat up with envy. Friends who are way younger, unprepared are effortlessly popping them out. Then to top it all off I found out some family members (by complete coincidence) took our near exact chosen name, the name that was suppose to be for the first but would have been even more special to finally have our baby A.D.M now I feel I can’t even because that was so treasured and now it’s not mine anymore. I feel like I drown a little more each baby announcement, each more every baby shower each gender reveal. What do you do?