So depressed I can’t Function

My heart hearts so bad right now. It’s going on 4 years and still no baby. But everyone and I mean everyone is getting pregnant around me. My friends some family. Not to mention the drug addict down the street my cousin on meth, my ex friend to high to hold her head up. I’m so broken.

Been too lots of doctors. Ivf isn’t an option at the moment way to much money. Husband is fine but I have pcos and a hyper thyroid