Really struggling

I am really struggling with this second pregnancy. I’m still only in the first trimester nearly 9 weeks.

It started out with nausea and vomiting everyday, luckily it got better for a week. Then my husband caught a stomach virus and I got it from him... so I’ve been again throwing up for two days. I am so exhausted.

I don’t know how to do this with two kids. I’m not excited for this second baby because everything is already so hard right now. I want to feel well enough so my first can get all the attention she should. I just feel so helpless and stuck.