well i’m high off weed right now and i’ve been thinking about my past and this memory came up. it’s not a great one. so this was about a year ago and my good friend was having a house party. there was a lot of alcohol. my best friend and i decided to do molly this night. we took it and we were feeling really good and happy. then this guy comes up to me with a big bottle of peach vodka and was like have some shots (you aren’t supposed to drink alcohol on molly) then some girl was like no she cant shes on molly and i was like yeah what she just said and he was like cmon a little wont hurt and he continued to tip the bottle into my mouth. i don’t remember much after that except i went into my friend’s room to lay down on the bed, next thing i know someone is on top of me making out with me, then next thing i know is i hear people saying things in the room and taking videos. and it’s so sad that everyone was so fucked up that they didn’t even realize what was happening. next thing i know i’m home. then this guy ends up texting me the next day and a week later, we’re basically “talking”. then we end up dating. i wasn’t committed to the relationship at all. i dated him so my reputation wouldn’t be fucked up. i felt like people would slut shame me because i made out w someone on my friend’s bed but no one literally no one, not even my best friend knew what actually happened. i never told anyone. but ig ive experienced something that no one should have to experience. it’s probably my fault anyways though because i was high and drunk.