Got dam I'm sure depressed again. Legitimately contemplating suicide :)

So like, uh, I don't know what set it off, but I know I'm the scum of the earth, and an eternity in Avicii couldn't possibly be enough for me. I know for a fact that the grief that my parents would feel is nothing compared to the relief they will feel when I'm gone. It's gonna be like Atlas ngl. Hoo wee, I'm prolly not gonna do it now, but, in the meantime, I'll try to fix the mess I made and make it as easy as possible for them to forget me. This is my selfish cry for help, and I'm sorry you read this. It won't mean anything in the long run, I don't mean anything. You are an amazing individual who has their whole life ahead of them.

Your's truly,

The scum of the earth