Don’t judge me. I’m pregnant, I love kids, it is amazing we can grow a human in us. But birth grosses me out, I don’t want to hurt anyone’s feeling if you feel birth is magical, but blood, screaming, vagina ripping, fluids, just the whole nine yards. My husband loves me so much he has never done anything to me to make me feel this way, but I’m scared that after he sees me giving birth and in that state he will find me disgusting. I have extremely low confidence and maybe this is why I feel this way, but I can’t help my emotions.