Intro

My name is Rowan, Im ftm. I am the parent of a beautiful baby boy who's turning one next month. Ive been struggling with gender since I was 10 and have finally made the decision to affirm who I am really.

Ive been through hell, legally married to an abusive bastard who saw my gender as a fetish and used me for sex every chance he could get. As Im in the process of divorce, I am in a healthy relationship with a guy who's been wonderful to me. He's uncertain how to feel about me being a guy, he just knows that he loves me and loves my son.

Im not out yet as there has been so much change in the last three years for me, my family is still processing everything. But I'm hoping that one day I'll, at least, be able to get breast reduction to make binding easier.

I'm happy where I am at and I plan on a slow gradual change to help ease others and myself into who I am.