Needing to vent.

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I know I post on here a lot but not many people know yet and this is my safe haven. I made 8 weeks yesterday and this is my first pregnancy. Was a bit of a surprise but hey I’m down for the ride❤️ I’m a constant worrier about everything, my husband is the complete opposite. So my mom had 6 miscarriages before me, I was born early and they had another one after me. So I’m the only child. Before I got pregnant for years I’ve been telling myself I can’t get pregnant and ended up finding out I had endometriosis. Got pregnant. Found out at 6 weeks and 4 days thinking I was just sick. A few days after that I was told I had a very small SCH but the baby had a heart rate of 124 and my HCG levels were perfect. The doctor was not at all concerned and said because you have a heartbeat so early your chances of miscarriaging is 1% and you will spot brown discharge for a while until the bleed is gone. I’ve had severe morning sickness and breast tenderness and fatigue like crazy. The last day of the spotting was a few days ago right before I hit 8 weeks. Since then I’m constantly tired, my cramps have lightened up (still having them just not as often) my breast are about the same about of tender as before, my morning sickness has lightened up and instead of constipation I have diarrhea and my first official OB Appointment is tomorrow. I’m beyond nervous and scared. I know everything is fine and I pray every day for a healthy baby and pregnancy but I can’t help but worry. I know to look out for no symptoms at all, bright red blood and severe cramping. So far I have none of that and I thank God daily. Does any one else worry more than they should? Just want to know I’m not alone.