I am 34lbs and 5’7” tall. I weigh 94.2 lbs. I have had three boys. I have all my life struggled with an eating disorder and it seems to get worse for me when I’m depressed or stressed out. It got so bad for me one year I was at 84lbs and ended up in the hospital trying to into cardiac arrest because I hadn’t ate or drank. I am really struggling and have been. I don’t know where to turn to, where to go. I feel so alone with this. I have been having suicidal ideations and just really down.