I wonder if I was molested

I’ve always struggled with depression and anxiety. I misbehaved a lot as a child. I saw something online about repressed memories of molestation. One of my uncles was not a good guy to say the least, in his teens he was a dealer and other illicit activities, but people considered him to have cleaned his life up. I remember being with him alone in the guest bedroom at my family’s house and sitting on the bed next to him. I was very young so it may have something to do with not recalling much but I can’t remember anything about being in the room with him after that. I’ve only met him about 4 times in my life but he always put me on edge. Nowadays, when I started getting into sexual activity, I freeze up, at first even just my breasts being touched over my clothes freaked me out and especially fingering gives me anxiety, partially because I feel my vagina is ugly but now I’m wondering if there is something more. What should I do? I haven’t told anyone this.