Please no judgment!

Around the time in 2017 I fell pregnant at 17 with a guy who I was sorta “dating” I was just trying to get over an ex but ended up pregnant. I already had a child who was turning 2 that year. At first it didn’t really hit me until weeks went by and everyone was so excited for this pregnancy but I wasn’t. I didn’t feel like I wasn’t ready to take on another baby so I decided on an abortion. My mom took me out of town to the clinic and had it done (D&C) at first I didn’t really feel anything I didn’t have an emotions at all, the guy was hurt but we shortly cut off ties & I didn’t get on BC after that I just avoided sex, of course that didn’t work out because the following year I met someone else dated them for a few months didn’t get pregnant, but after a year emotions started to come in and I felt guilt extreme guilt I went to church and prayed about it, I prayed and I left it at the alter and knew God had forgiven me. Now I’m in this fantastic relationship it’s so amazing I really feel he’s the one and he feels the same too, we want to try for a baby but I’m just scared the abortion might’ve messed up my body even tho everything went fine my periods seem normal (I’m irregular so starting every other month or every month for 3 months straight is normal to me) but still have this fear I won’t be able to get pregnant.