Am I wrong?

Is it bad to think about your future super happy without the guy you’re with now? I’ve been through hell and back with this man. He’s cheated multiple times( not physically ), he’s got walls instead of me (his words), he’s yelled at me, doesn’t really take care of our child, he doesn’t respect me, he doesn’t put absolutely no effort toward the relationship anymore in a sense of he doesn’t show me off like he used to, he doesn’t ask to spend time with me like he used to. I’ve asked for us to go to counseling or just him since he has a ton of anger and he won’t. He’s always so crazy with his phone. Ladies I’m so TIRED. I literally fantasize of being treated so well in my future. The only thing stopping me is my child. My baby doesn’t deserve to be put into two homes. It’s so hard and if you’ve been through a similar situation please comment Bc I would love advice.