At the end of this

I’ve been married 3 yrs with him 5. We have one kid together but we’re raising 2 biologically his.

All 3 kids are special needs. Out oldest is suicide and has attempted. She is the only reason I retracted when I kicked him out 2 weeks ago.

I’m miserable I can’t stand his touching me. I’ve lost all respect for him. I do EVERYTHING for my kids. I woke full time he’s at home nothing ever gets done at home. I have a feeling if I stay I will resent him.

I have no legal rights to my older two another reason I’m afraid of this ending.