Worried, stressed and venting

Starting Friday my LO was spitting up after every feeding and crying/screaming in discomfort. Monday morning I took her to the doctors. At that point she didn't poop since Friday morning. Doc sent us to the ER. Thankfully nothing internally. She pooped later that day.

Yesterday (Thursday) she went for 2 month appt. Got her vaccines. Doc talked about her weight. Shes in the 6th percentile. I was always concerned about that. It's most likely because I'm not eat as much as I should. I'm getting my act together and meal prepping. For now we are adding formula to breastmilk and bottle feeding her. We go back for a checkup on Thursday.

I think its finally hitting me that I'm a mom and she depends on me.I've just been going through the motions without a chance to really step back. But the doctors this week did it.